Yesterday

    Yesterday I really really need it a shoulder to lean on, literally. I got less than 3 hours of rather mediocre sleep before having to wake up. I felt as heavy as an elephant, my feet, my head, my life! Yet after coffee and breakfast I felt better. After a very busy morning and afternoon around 5pm I was done and my head felt even heavier than before and something was pounding at my temples.

    But I still had to babysit my nephew until 11pm and he was so hyper today. As the hours unraveled all I wanted was a shoulder to lean on, someone that understood how I felt and quietly would just lead my head to its shoulders and than pat me very gently, and without words I of course would understand that is ok to close my eyes and that someone understood how heavy my whole being felt.