This

   This little drawing made think about life and the person I want to be. Lately I've been asking myself: "why so jaded?" Even thought I love rain I alway find myself sheltering from it, whether to protect my hair, my clothes, my health or all of the previous. Yet at the same time I find this tiring. I do not want to run for shelter anymore. I want to embrace the rain, life, love, wonder, fully and head on. 

You Again

  Still today I keep on reminding myself that I can't force you to care. All of the times when I did something for you keep on replaying in my head & as I do, the more I realize how little you care there I was having these grand gestures for you & you simply did not care.
  What hurts me the most is that I knew then & I know now that you are a warm and caring person, who takes details, no matter how small into consideration yet mine always seem(ed) to go unnoticed. I always got(get) the worse of you.
   But I guess that's what I accounted for not being quite a friend, quite a lover or quite a feud. It feels so weird to be remembering these things & even more to be writing them but I guess I need to let them out, vent them & throw them to the wind.

In Your Atmosphere

Wherever I go, Whatever I do
I wonder where I am in my relationship to you
Wherever you go, Wherever you are
I watch that pretty life play out in pictures from afar 

I got a job now!

...aaaaaaaaaaand I'm beat! I'm so tired being up since 6, and have been moving non stop since 7:30am it was 9 something and I was still not done. Yet is a happy tired a good tired heheh

Recover

Been torn apart,
Got so many scratches and scars,
Maybe they wont all go away,
But they'll fade,
Maybe time can mend us together.. again.
Its not what we've done but, how far we've come.

We will recover
The worst is over, now.
All those fires we've been walking through,
And still we survive, somehow.
We will recover
The worst is behind
And it hurts, but in time, I know that we will recover.
(Yeah yeah) 

Sunset :)

Sunset :) 

    A picture I took a couple days I ago while I was walking my dog. As beautiful as it looks in the picture it pails in comparison with "the real thing". Like I always say is the little things ;)