Heard that? yeah that was the sound of my heartbreaking! I, I'm really at a lost for words... I don't even know how to feel, for once I'm happy that Ryu told her about his feeling (truth shall make you free) it's so liberating on his end, you know? like he got that weight of his shoulders. On the other hand my heart is breaking because she did not reciprocated his feeling (chizu really what's wrong with you) but at the same time I'm ok with it (see? I'm totally losing it here). I mean I understand how she thought of him only as her friend (really?) and how she is not over his brother yet, so whatever I guess I understand that she needs time. Now I want my Ryu to date that girl that's in love with him why? because I want him to seriously consider his happiness and to feel that now that he said what he needed to say and was rejected he can move on and strive to find his happiness, he seems like he wants that so bad. In the last chapters he has kept a close eye on Kazahaya and realizing how happy and different he looks and he even wondered if his friend was so different because of love. And hopefully Chizu will come around because "you don't miss your water til' the well runs dry" and then she will realize just how much Ryu loved her and face her feelings, because I swear that sometimes she looked and thought of Ryu as the sexy, handsome man he is. So frustrated right now and the fact that the next chapter won't be release this month just add to my anxiety attacks. Ah what is life?! what is air?!
PS: I just want to say, again. What I'd give to have Ryu fed me ice cream!
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