Today is

  One of those days when I can actually feel my sanity slipping away from me... I feel troubled, anxious and borderline sad yet I can't pinpoint why. I guess this is what happens when you avoid confronting your feels for long enough...now I can't I just can't verbalize nor figure out what on earth is wrong with me!?!? Like out of all the things that I have going on (and going wrong) in my life exactly which one has got me in this deplorable state of being, where I'm not at all.