C'est la vie!

   Today I wrote a lot about not giving up and about not losing hope even if the new years resolutions are not been worked on. I was so hopeful, fill with drive and faith, and all that good stuff. Then things went awry and my day ended on the lowest note I broke not only a resolution but a promise, I made the same mistake for the Nth time in my life and for the first time this year *sigh sigh sigh* so I couldn't help but to have a pity party for myself, which is breaking yet another resolution of mine for 2012. I truly feel awful.
   But I promise myself that this year it was going to be the year in which I'd not let myself down, that no mattered what happens I shan't lose faith in myself. So I'm going to keep my head high, my eyes on what lies ahead and my hands holding tight to my dreams. Yes today was an awful day mostly because I was annoyed and mad at myself and worst thing of not being in peace with oneself is that we can't scape ourselves anywhere we go or anywhere he hide, we are there. So today slowly but surely I forgive myself, I accept and understand that I'm human and that I'm going to indeed make mistakes but I won't forget how bad I've been feeling all day, how betrayed I felt by my own self. I choose not to forget so that I don't revisit this place and these feelings. "It's ok, it's ok, it's ok."
   So today it wasn't "my day" but tomorrow I shall conquer! Thank God for his mercy and for making each day new. It doesn't matter what you did yesterday or today tomorrow is a brand new day, brand new, a clean slate in which we can write a new chapter. Here's to hoping the new chapters won't include old mistakes.